Thursday, September 24, 2009

The Beginning of Another New Chapter in Life


I felt different.
I have goals.
I have missions.
I will get it.

Today is the starting point.


Happy Eid Mubarak 2009


Happy Eid Mubarak to all muslim out there. Today would be the 5th Syawal. I just managed to get myself wrote something in here. Although I wanted to as early as the 1st day of Raya, unfortunately I unable to make myself free for it. Anyway, hope this year Raya would have been the greatest for everyone.

Maaf Zahir & Batin.


Friday, September 18, 2009

Raya Mood


I guess it is a very common feeling for all muslims to be feeling like this especially on the last working day before the break comes. Raya mood. Hubby lain pulak, dier punya mood kalau nak ikutkan since baru seminggu berpuasa. Ish ish ish...Almost every single day lepas sahur, he would asked me when is raya coming. Hehe..alalalaaa, ciannyer cintaku ini. =P

This morning, I woke up knowing the sky is already all bright. Terkejut machi oiii!!! Aduhh..melepas lagi sahur hari ni. Sigh...*_* Confirm energy very low. Lagi-lagi tengah pregnant ni puasa without sahur memang mencabar. Hmmm...


Thursday, September 17, 2009

The Mystery Revealed !!!

Jeng jeng jeng !!!
Haha...I'm back!
(jumping and rolling - in mind aje la,
can't do it in reality tho..hehe).

I've been waiting for this very moment. To write this very post. My precious. Although my big bro ade jugak sound don't key-pow-chi about it (bak kate orang2 tua laa..). Kononnyer tak elok. = ( wohoo..hoo..sedey saye dengar. Tapi...I believe that my niat ni sangat murni lagi suci. Sejujurnya, I am not trying to be show-off or anything....nauzubillah! Just sebagai future mummy ni, of course I nak kena luahkan jugak perasaan di saat ini. Supaya boley dibuat kenangan sampai akhir hayat. Maklumlah, machi ni pelupa sket lately ni. So sebelum terlupa baik coret dulu. Sobb** Terasa sebak plak tetiba. Adehh... Anyway, of course la kite taknak anything yang tak elok happen gak kan? (incase kate2 org tua ni ader betulnya)..so saye pun decide untuk ambil langkah berjaga-jaga. Kiter share dalam blog ni je la...rasanya visitor pun ntah berapa kerat je.

So here it goes. On last Tuesday morning, the check up happens. I was feeling nervous. Worried if there's something wrong with my baby. Plus that I've been fasting as usual during this holy month. Eventhough, everyone keep telling me not to fast if it's burdening me because the baby growth rapidly by this period. Undeniable, the challange of fasting while being pregnant is tougher but my spirit and will is strong enough to go through this, I believe. Although somehow, deep in my heart I kinda worried if this gonna affected my baby growth in any way.

Hubby was there, so do ibu and lil momot. I've planned with hubby to capture this very special moment. So that I can watch as many time I want and smile again and again and again!

Here is what happened during the session, enjoy watching...



Yup...on top of all, syukur Alhamdulillah that my baby sempurna, cukup sifat and as you can hear in the clip the doc mentioned the baby growth is cantiknyer... Terus hilang perasaan nervous tu. See? Allah is the greatest. Although I've been fasting as usual, my baby is still well nourished and grow perfectly in the hand of God. Plus, followed by knowing the baby sex...a HERO. Which is frankly, I was quite suprised! Although, as I mentioned in the previous post I seriously don't mind either it's going to be a boy or girl. Memang by that time, tak habis-habis bibir ni lafazkan syukur pada Allah.

Truely, I went back to office later after that with a blooming heart. A feeling that is out from the world. As if I just met my unborn child in heaven. How wonderful. =)

Owh, btw...as usual la kan, bile preggy ni kiter akan mengidam something. I noticed that, I've been craving for japanese food. Other than that is...Oyster. I mean RAW OYSTER. Although, I've heard alot from everywhere that pregnant women are advisable not to consume uncooked food such as sushi, sashimi and obviously RAW OYSTER?! = ( sobbb***

So tanpa melepaskan peluang, lepas je check-up I asked the Doc wheater it's true or not that I'm not allowed to eat it. DANNGG!!! The doctor gave me a striking green light meaning...go for it! Wohoooo!! She said that as long what ever food I'm taking is not contiminated.

Later that nite, we joined my family gathering for the break-fast buffet at Boulevard Hotel. And we even sempat rushed to Mid Valley shopping center and grab a few pairs of clothing for our hero. Ish ish ish... tak sabar-sabar kitorang ni kan? Hehe...

p/s : I thought this post gonna suprised everyone, but then my dear fren Nadia told me that she already knew it from somewhere. Huhuu...but anyway thanks babe for not spilling the beans. =P


Monday, September 14, 2009

Baby Sex


Ahhh...berdebar pulak rasa nak tunggu check up esok pagi. Hoping sesangat yang esok dah boleh tau baby gender.

Actually funny jugak sebab everyone was busy guessing baby sex ni. Walhal mama dier sendiri pun tak sure la...daddy ader tanye instinct mama but then serious takder instinct ape2 for now. Maybe sebab agak nervous kot sekarang ni...thehehe.

Frankly masa first trimester, macam biasa la future daddy and mommy ni memang excited la gi survey baju-baju baby kat merata tempat. And from my own observation, myself memang adore sesangat baju-baju baby girl. Ye la...cute2 ! And obviously alot of options and designs. But then, naluri ni buatkan mama ni mesti pusing tengok baju baby boy. Hmmm..kenape ye. Ade jugak tertanya-tanya sendiri. Walaupun end up that dapat tau baju baby boy ni agakk...errr boring kot. Balik-balik seluar and shirts. Ishh..takkan la baby boy pakai skirt pulak ye dak? Tu dah jadik baby suntun plak...nauzubillah!!

Tapikan...yang interesting nyer, si daddy ni pulak yang dok sibuk tengok baju2 baby girl. Plus, si daddy ni sangat la excited masa tengok baju gegirl ni. Dari satu corner till the other corner. From one row to the other row. Kelakar pulak rasanya. Bila ditanya daddy kenapa asyik tengok baju baby girl? Si daddy ni sendiri tak tau. Maybe naluri daddy kot. Thehehee!

Other than those issues, mommy and daddy ni tak habis-habis gado pasal nama baby. Walhal, baby sex pun tak tau daaa...Ntah-ntah baby dalam perut ni gelak sakan biler dengar mommy and daddy dia asyik sibuk argue pasal nama dia. Haiihh..ape la nak jadik ngan kitorang ni kan?

Anyhow, all this silly matters la yang membuatkan both of us tersenyum balik biler teringat. Bak kata daddy's boss gelarkan daddy ni as the proud parent. Maklumlah, we've been expecting this pregnancy for quite sometime. Furthermore, doctor did mentioned before that my chances of getting pregnant is quite very low than normal person. Hmm..itulah dinamakan rezeki kan? Allah is the Greatest. Jadi kataNya, jadilah !

Wish me luck for tomorrow!
My heart is blooming*


Thursday, September 10, 2009

Six Things to Do Every Day

Looking at my house. Some people think it is good enough to be considered as a lovely house. But, I felt like there is alot more missing things in the house. I just don't feel as much comfortable as I should be feeling to be called as 'my home'.

I have some plan in mind to revamp the house when I'm free soon (very). Can't wait for it.

Anyway, these are some tips from Martha Stewart which I think it is quite handy for the home chaos! Well, of course by having your spouse to make it work will be useful too.
;)

Good luck!

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Getting into the habit of completing these basic tasks will prevent them from becoming major projects down the line. With just a few minutes' work, you'll easily be able to keep chaos at bay.


□ Make the Bed

Tidiness begets tidiness. A crisply made bed makes the whole room seem more orderly, which
makes it less likely that you’ll let other things -- such as clothes and papers -- pile up around it.


□ Manage Clutter

Whenever you leave a room, take a quick look around for anything that isn’t where it should be. Pick it up and put it where it belongs. Insist that everyone in the household do the same.


□ Sort the Mail

Take a few minutes to open, read, and sort mail as soon as you bring it inside. Keep a trash bin near your sorting area for junk mail. Drop other mail into one of four in-boxes: personal correspondence, bills, catalogs, and filing.


□ Clean as You Cook

Instead of filling the sink with pots and dishes, wash them or put them in the dishwasher as you prepare a meal.


□ Wipe Up Spills While They’re Fresh

Whether it’s tomato sauce on the cooktop or makeup on the bathroom counter, almost anything is faster and easier to remove if you attend to it immediately.


□ Sweep the Kitchen Floor

Every evening, once you’ve finished washing up after dinner, sweep the floor. This will
keep tough-to-clean dirt and grime from building up, which will make the weekly mopping
much quicker.


Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Cepatnyer masa berlalu...

How time flies...

Tup tap tup tap...
Dah 19 hari kiter berpuasa.
Tup tap tup tap...
Dah 18 minggu and 4 hari bayi dalam kandungan ni bersama dengan diriku.
Tup tap tup tap...
Ini mungkin bulan terakhir aku bekerja kat company post-production yang gah ini. Genaplah 1 tahun and 10 months aku kerja kat sini. Banyak yang aku belajar. Bukan hanya yang berkaitan dengan kerja semata,tapi also dengan perangai bermacam jenis orang.

Cepatnyer masa berlalu...

Biler aku tengok balik post aku yang lepas, it was written on 17th August 2009. And sekarang dah 9th September 2009. Sedar tak sedar dah hampir sebulan lebih jugak aku tak menulis dalam blog ni. Kelakar gak biler tgk balik on the last previous post tu tak sempat siap! AHahahah. Aku pun tak ingat sebab ape boleh jadik macam tu...maybe sebab dah lewat sgt kot, so kena masuk tido dah. Hehehe..itulah jadik nyer.

Plan aku nak amik gambar perut aku memboyot from week to week tak kesampaian. Hubby beli compact camera (by my request) pun dah agak lambat tat time. Nak harapkan aku amik pic perut ni guna DSLR memang mimpi la. Kudrat ni dah tak sehebat sebelum preggy. Perhaps aku patut start balik impian aku ni. Sebab aku pun tak tahu kalau aku masih ader peluang kedua untuk alami pengalaman ni lagi atau tidak. InsyaAllah, aku akan cuba luangkan masa untuk laksanakan jugak impian aku yang suci ini.

Sepanjang aku mengandung ni, memang banyak dugaan yang aku lalui. Dari kehidupan bekerja, berpuasa dan juga hubungan antara aku dengan suami. Tentang 'bekerja' ni aku dah buat kata nekad. Tentang 'berpuasa' ni pulak, so far alhamdulillah aku dapat jalani dengan baik walaupun kadang-kadang tu ade rase macam tak tahan nak teruskan. Tentang 'hubungan antara aku dan suami' ni, hmmm...susah nak kate, ade pasang surut. Pada awal kehamilan, hubungan kami ni macam hujan petir yang tak pernah berhenti. Kemudiannya, hujan panas dan kadang kalanya akan berhenti sekejap. Tapi tak lama. Kehadiran orang ketiga antara aku dan suami memang tak dapat di sangkal lagi. Naluri hatiku memang kuat. Memang takkan ade ruang untuk dier menipu. Tuhan Maha Kaya. Allah Maha Kaya.

AKU BUKAN PENGECUT UNTUK MENCARI KEBENARAN.