Friday, October 30, 2009

Self Nail Polish @ Work

I have always wanted to try the manicure service. Having your nail look in fine cut, no-cuticle and all shiny nails.

Unfortunately, everytime when I got there I always have this undecided feelings to spend my money on something like this. So I usually end up buying my own nail polish instead. Wishing to apply it my own and brings magic to my chubby short nails.

And this is wut happen...

Please excuse my chubby and dry fingers

Well, it's smudging everywhere...euwww!

Any tips for best self-manicure,anyone? Or perhaps I should just drop to the nail saloon then..sigh!

Thursday, September 24, 2009

The Beginning of Another New Chapter in Life

I felt different.
I have goals.
I have missions.
I will get it.

Today is the starting point.

Happy Eid Mubarak 2009

Happy Eid Mubarak to all muslim out there. Today would be the 5th Syawal. I just managed to get myself wrote something in here. Although I wanted to as early as the 1st day of Raya, unfortunately I unable to make myself free for it. Anyway, hope this year Raya would have been the greatest for everyone.

Maaf Zahir & Batin.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Raya Mood

I guess it is a very common feeling for all muslims to be feeling like this especially on the last working day before the break comes. Raya mood. Hubby lain pulak, dier punya mood kalau nak ikutkan since baru seminggu berpuasa. Ish ish ish...Almost every single day lepas sahur, he would asked me when is raya coming. Hehe..alalalaaa, ciannyer cintaku ini. =P

This morning, I woke up knowing the sky is already all bright. Terkejut machi oiii!!! Aduhh..melepas lagi sahur hari ni. Sigh...*_* Confirm energy very low. Lagi-lagi tengah pregnant ni puasa without sahur memang mencabar. Hmmm...

Thursday, September 17, 2009

The Mystery Revealed !!!

Jeng jeng jeng !!!
Haha...I'm back!
(jumping and rolling - in mind aje la,
can't do it in reality tho..hehe).

I've been waiting for this very moment. To write this very post. My precious. Although my big bro ade jugak sound don't key-pow-chi about it (bak kate orang2 tua laa..). Kononnyer tak elok. = ( wohoo..hoo..sedey saye dengar. Tapi...I believe that my niat ni sangat murni lagi suci. Sejujurnya, I am not trying to be show-off or anything....nauzubillah! Just sebagai future mummy ni, of course I nak kena luahkan jugak perasaan di saat ini. Supaya boley dibuat kenangan sampai akhir hayat. Maklumlah, machi ni pelupa sket lately ni. So sebelum terlupa baik coret dulu. Sobb** Terasa sebak plak tetiba. Adehh... Anyway, of course la kite taknak anything yang tak elok happen gak kan? (incase kate2 org tua ni ader betulnya) saye pun decide untuk ambil langkah berjaga-jaga. Kiter share dalam blog ni je la...rasanya visitor pun ntah berapa kerat je.

So here it goes. On last Tuesday morning, the check up happens. I was feeling nervous. Worried if there's something wrong with my baby. Plus that I've been fasting as usual during this holy month. Eventhough, everyone keep telling me not to fast if it's burdening me because the baby growth rapidly by this period. Undeniable, the challange of fasting while being pregnant is tougher but my spirit and will is strong enough to go through this, I believe. Although somehow, deep in my heart I kinda worried if this gonna affected my baby growth in any way.

Hubby was there, so do ibu and lil momot. I've planned with hubby to capture this very special moment. So that I can watch as many time I want and smile again and again and again!

Here is what happened during the session, enjoy watching...

Yup...on top of all, syukur Alhamdulillah that my baby sempurna, cukup sifat and as you can hear in the clip the doc mentioned the baby growth is cantiknyer... Terus hilang perasaan nervous tu. See? Allah is the greatest. Although I've been fasting as usual, my baby is still well nourished and grow perfectly in the hand of God. Plus, followed by knowing the baby sex...a HERO. Which is frankly, I was quite suprised! Although, as I mentioned in the previous post I seriously don't mind either it's going to be a boy or girl. Memang by that time, tak habis-habis bibir ni lafazkan syukur pada Allah.

Truely, I went back to office later after that with a blooming heart. A feeling that is out from the world. As if I just met my unborn child in heaven. How wonderful. =)

Owh, usual la kan, bile preggy ni kiter akan mengidam something. I noticed that, I've been craving for japanese food. Other than that is...Oyster. I mean RAW OYSTER. Although, I've heard alot from everywhere that pregnant women are advisable not to consume uncooked food such as sushi, sashimi and obviously RAW OYSTER?! = ( sobbb***

So tanpa melepaskan peluang, lepas je check-up I asked the Doc wheater it's true or not that I'm not allowed to eat it. DANNGG!!! The doctor gave me a striking green light meaning...go for it! Wohoooo!! She said that as long what ever food I'm taking is not contiminated.

Later that nite, we joined my family gathering for the break-fast buffet at Boulevard Hotel. And we even sempat rushed to Mid Valley shopping center and grab a few pairs of clothing for our hero. Ish ish ish... tak sabar-sabar kitorang ni kan? Hehe...

p/s : I thought this post gonna suprised everyone, but then my dear fren Nadia told me that she already knew it from somewhere. Huhuu...but anyway thanks babe for not spilling the beans. =P

Monday, September 14, 2009

Baby Sex

Ahhh...berdebar pulak rasa nak tunggu check up esok pagi. Hoping sesangat yang esok dah boleh tau baby gender.

Actually funny jugak sebab everyone was busy guessing baby sex ni. Walhal mama dier sendiri pun tak sure la...daddy ader tanye instinct mama but then serious takder instinct ape2 for now. Maybe sebab agak nervous kot sekarang ni...thehehe.

Frankly masa first trimester, macam biasa la future daddy and mommy ni memang excited la gi survey baju-baju baby kat merata tempat. And from my own observation, myself memang adore sesangat baju-baju baby girl. Ye la...cute2 ! And obviously alot of options and designs. But then, naluri ni buatkan mama ni mesti pusing tengok baju baby boy. Hmmm..kenape ye. Ade jugak tertanya-tanya sendiri. Walaupun end up that dapat tau baju baby boy ni agakk...errr boring kot. Balik-balik seluar and shirts. Ishh..takkan la baby boy pakai skirt pulak ye dak? Tu dah jadik baby suntun plak...nauzubillah!!

Tapikan...yang interesting nyer, si daddy ni pulak yang dok sibuk tengok baju2 baby girl. Plus, si daddy ni sangat la excited masa tengok baju gegirl ni. Dari satu corner till the other corner. From one row to the other row. Kelakar pulak rasanya. Bila ditanya daddy kenapa asyik tengok baju baby girl? Si daddy ni sendiri tak tau. Maybe naluri daddy kot. Thehehee!

Other than those issues, mommy and daddy ni tak habis-habis gado pasal nama baby. Walhal, baby sex pun tak tau daaa...Ntah-ntah baby dalam perut ni gelak sakan biler dengar mommy and daddy dia asyik sibuk argue pasal nama dia. Haiihh..ape la nak jadik ngan kitorang ni kan?

Anyhow, all this silly matters la yang membuatkan both of us tersenyum balik biler teringat. Bak kata daddy's boss gelarkan daddy ni as the proud parent. Maklumlah, we've been expecting this pregnancy for quite sometime. Furthermore, doctor did mentioned before that my chances of getting pregnant is quite very low than normal person. Hmm..itulah dinamakan rezeki kan? Allah is the Greatest. Jadi kataNya, jadilah !

Wish me luck for tomorrow!
My heart is blooming*

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Six Things to Do Every Day

Looking at my house. Some people think it is good enough to be considered as a lovely house. But, I felt like there is alot more missing things in the house. I just don't feel as much comfortable as I should be feeling to be called as 'my home'.

I have some plan in mind to revamp the house when I'm free soon (very). Can't wait for it.

Anyway, these are some tips from Martha Stewart which I think it is quite handy for the home chaos! Well, of course by having your spouse to make it work will be useful too.

Good luck!

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Getting into the habit of completing these basic tasks will prevent them from becoming major projects down the line. With just a few minutes' work, you'll easily be able to keep chaos at bay.

□ Make the Bed

Tidiness begets tidiness. A crisply made bed makes the whole room seem more orderly, which
makes it less likely that you’ll let other things -- such as clothes and papers -- pile up around it.

□ Manage Clutter

Whenever you leave a room, take a quick look around for anything that isn’t where it should be. Pick it up and put it where it belongs. Insist that everyone in the household do the same.

□ Sort the Mail

Take a few minutes to open, read, and sort mail as soon as you bring it inside. Keep a trash bin near your sorting area for junk mail. Drop other mail into one of four in-boxes: personal correspondence, bills, catalogs, and filing.

□ Clean as You Cook

Instead of filling the sink with pots and dishes, wash them or put them in the dishwasher as you prepare a meal.

□ Wipe Up Spills While They’re Fresh

Whether it’s tomato sauce on the cooktop or makeup on the bathroom counter, almost anything is faster and easier to remove if you attend to it immediately.

□ Sweep the Kitchen Floor

Every evening, once you’ve finished washing up after dinner, sweep the floor. This will
keep tough-to-clean dirt and grime from building up, which will make the weekly mopping
much quicker.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Cepatnyer masa berlalu...

How time flies...

Tup tap tup tap...
Dah 19 hari kiter berpuasa.
Tup tap tup tap...
Dah 18 minggu and 4 hari bayi dalam kandungan ni bersama dengan diriku.
Tup tap tup tap...
Ini mungkin bulan terakhir aku bekerja kat company post-production yang gah ini. Genaplah 1 tahun and 10 months aku kerja kat sini. Banyak yang aku belajar. Bukan hanya yang berkaitan dengan kerja semata,tapi also dengan perangai bermacam jenis orang.

Cepatnyer masa berlalu...

Biler aku tengok balik post aku yang lepas, it was written on 17th August 2009. And sekarang dah 9th September 2009. Sedar tak sedar dah hampir sebulan lebih jugak aku tak menulis dalam blog ni. Kelakar gak biler tgk balik on the last previous post tu tak sempat siap! AHahahah. Aku pun tak ingat sebab ape boleh jadik macam tu...maybe sebab dah lewat sgt kot, so kena masuk tido dah. Hehehe..itulah jadik nyer.

Plan aku nak amik gambar perut aku memboyot from week to week tak kesampaian. Hubby beli compact camera (by my request) pun dah agak lambat tat time. Nak harapkan aku amik pic perut ni guna DSLR memang mimpi la. Kudrat ni dah tak sehebat sebelum preggy. Perhaps aku patut start balik impian aku ni. Sebab aku pun tak tahu kalau aku masih ader peluang kedua untuk alami pengalaman ni lagi atau tidak. InsyaAllah, aku akan cuba luangkan masa untuk laksanakan jugak impian aku yang suci ini.

Sepanjang aku mengandung ni, memang banyak dugaan yang aku lalui. Dari kehidupan bekerja, berpuasa dan juga hubungan antara aku dengan suami. Tentang 'bekerja' ni aku dah buat kata nekad. Tentang 'berpuasa' ni pulak, so far alhamdulillah aku dapat jalani dengan baik walaupun kadang-kadang tu ade rase macam tak tahan nak teruskan. Tentang 'hubungan antara aku dan suami' ni, hmmm...susah nak kate, ade pasang surut. Pada awal kehamilan, hubungan kami ni macam hujan petir yang tak pernah berhenti. Kemudiannya, hujan panas dan kadang kalanya akan berhenti sekejap. Tapi tak lama. Kehadiran orang ketiga antara aku dan suami memang tak dapat di sangkal lagi. Naluri hatiku memang kuat. Memang takkan ade ruang untuk dier menipu. Tuhan Maha Kaya. Allah Maha Kaya.


Monday, August 17, 2009

'The Last Weekend Before Ramadhan' - the unfinished business

I'm in a mixed feeling right now. Actually feeling unconvinced either I can make it or not for this year fasting month. Being pregnant and fasting is surely going to be a challenge.

However, it is undeniable the fun being in fasting month is like a blessing. Just imagine the varieties in food during the pasar ramadhan. The 'rushing-moment' of getting home on time for the break-fast. The reciting prayers before the break-fast. The break-fast dinner gathering with our family members. And also the solat tarawikh later after solat Isya'. It's simply amazing. The only once in a year happening event for hamba-hamba Allah. I am, on Monday. Last weekend was the last before Ramadhan comes. As usual weekend will passes just like a morning breeze.

On last Saturday, we have decided to just stayed resting at home. However, ibu will call me up for lunch together at her place as always. Without having much choice this time, we have to drop by plus I was told my sister Abby is admitted due to her tonsil problem. And have to go through a surgery to remove her tonsil tomorrow.

-oOoppsSs! GTG...maybe will be continued

Friday, August 7, 2009

Dan Sebenarnya

A great song I must say. By Yuna.
She can sing. She can play guitar. And...she owns a boutique. She draws too.
Isn't she awesome.

Dunno y, my instinct keep telling me something wierd these days. (''..)

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

2 More to Go

13 weeks and 2 days
(based on my menstrual cycle calculation)

12 weeks and 6 days
(based on doctor's prediction)

Week 13: Urine forms

Thirteen weeks into your pregnancy, or 11 weeks after conception, your baby's intestines have moved from the umbilical cord to your baby's abdomen. Your baby is also beginning to form urine and discharge it into the amniotic fluid.

Tissue that will become bone is also developing around your baby's head and within his or her arms and legs. Tiny ribs may soon appear.

Week 14: Baby's sex becomes apparent

Fourteen weeks into your pregnancy, or 12 weeks after conception, your baby's arms have almost reached the length they'll be at birth and your baby's neck has become more defined. Red blood cells are forming in your baby's spleen.

Your baby's sex will become apparent this week or in the coming weeks.

By now your baby may be almost 3 1/2 inches (87 millimeters) long from crown to rump and weigh about 1 1/2 ounces (45 grams).

Week 15: Baby's skeleton develops bones

Fifteen weeks into your pregnancy, or 13 weeks after conception, your baby is growing rapidly. Your baby's skeleton is developing bones, which will become visible on ultrasound images in a few weeks. Your baby's scalp hair pattern also is forming.

Week 16: Facial expressions are possible

Sixteen weeks into your pregnancy, or 14 weeks after conception, your baby's eyes have begun to face forward and slowly move. The ears are close to reaching their final position. More-developed facial muscles may lead to various expressions, such as squinting and frowning. Your baby also can now make sucking motions with his or her mouth.

Although still too slight to be felt, your baby's movements are becoming coordinated and can be seen during ultrasound exams.

By now your baby may be more than 4 1/2 inches (120 millimeters) long from crown to rump and weigh nearly 4 ounces (110 grams).

Thursday, July 30, 2009


It doesn't matter anymore either he loves me
Because he never loves me anyway
It never been from the very beginning

No matter how hard you try and scream up to your lung
It is still not going to be there
Love can never be forced
It will never happen

Love is by the heart
Not by the brain

True love will never fades away
True love comes from within you
It touches your deepest core..
and it is unbearable by brain to decide.

If anything happen to your true love
it will make you CRY
it is impossible to fake it what you trully feel

Feeling All Blue Today

Just had my dinner (alone) today. Trying to uplift myself a little by getting online.

A couple minutes later, at the cafe I'm chilling right now playing this song
by Joe Cocker - 'Up Where We Belong'. Felt like he's singing it for me.

love lift us up where we belong!
(Although sometimes I dunno where or who am I belong to ..gloomy***).

Anyhow, the below lyrics is belong to the song...feel it with your soul.


Who knows what tomorrow brings
In a world few hearts survive?
All I know is the way I feel.
When it's real, I keep it alive.
The road is long, there are mountains in our way,
But we climb a step every day.

Love lift us up where we belong,
Where the eagles cry
On a mountain high.
Love lift us up where we belong,
Far from the world below,
Up where the clear winds blow.

Some hang on to "used to be,"
Live their lives looking behind.
All we have is here and now,
All our life, out there to find.
The road is long, there are mountains in our way,
But we climb a step every day

Love lift us up where we belong,
Where the eagles cry
On a mountain high.
Love lift us up where we belong,
Far from the world we know,
Where the clear winds blow.

Time goes by, no time to cry,
Life's you and I. A life today.

Love lift us up where we belong,
Where the eagles cry
On a mountain high.
Love lift us up where we belong,
Far from the world we know,
Where the clear winds blow.
Love lift us up where we belong,
Where the eagles cry
On a mountain high.

Who is Loving Me ?

When I had you
I treated you bad and wrong my dear
And since, since you been gone

Don't you know I sit around
With my head hanging down
And I wonder who's lovin' you

I should have never, ever
ever made you cry
And and girl since yer since you been gone

Life with out love, huh...
It's oh so lonely
I don't think, I don't think! I'm gonna make it

All my life, all my life baby yeah I've been lost to you only
Come on & take it girl
Come on & take it, because....
All, all I can do, all I can do since you've been gone is cry
And don't you ever wonder or worry your head of what i do

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

For my Junior

I Missed both My Greatest Idol - MJ & Yasmin

28th July 2009

This morning I'm back to my routine life. Coming back to the office after almost a weeks vacation wasn't that hard as I thought.

As usually I will start
my day by checking up my emails. Quite plenty for me to read tho..but among all those, there's an email from hubby about my idol. It simply caught my attention...I really missed MJ.

It doesn't matter how much some people hate him. I have always adore him through out my life. He is totally one of a kind and I love him so much.

Below is what's written in the email...

Michael Jackson

Michael Jackson (MJ) was known as the most loving person in the world. He gave up most of his assets for charity and all his life, he fought for equality of the African Americans, AIDS victims, Against Drug Abuse, Against Abortion, Against Child Labor and secretly channelled his properties for the hungry children of the world. However, he wasn't peace at heart. He always think of himself as a child trapped inside a man's body. Being Peter Pan is all his dream, never to grow up, forever a child. That inspires him to build Neverland - a heaven for children. Children of all ages and races are welcomed to Neverland. MJ had so much love to give.

However, he made a mistake which he didn't know of the consequences. He saw the peaceful life his brother, Jermaine (Muhammad Abdul Aziz) had as a Muslim - true, Jermaine faced so much pressure that he moved to Bahrain .

In 1989, MJ made a press conference which shocked the world, "I have seen the Islam in the life of my brother, I have read the books about Islam. And I'd love to someday feel the calmness and peace of Islam...."

Since that, MJ's life was never the same again.
He was accused of so many accusations against child molestation. MJ was not someone who can deal with much pressure as he is a 'delicate child'. All the extortion and black mail followed after that. Everything he did was being seen as wrong in the eyes of the Media. All these are to influence his fans to hate MJ. If he is hated, then he would not be influencial anymore.

For several years, he stayed in England . Getting motivation from a long time friend, Cat Stevens, who had converted into Islam - named Yusuf Islam. From him, MJ learnt how Yusuf had survived being Muslim. He made friends with a song writer, Zain Bhikha too, who wrote a song titled, "GIVE THANKS TO ALLAH", which he wanted MJ to sing whenever he is ready.

Following his trial, MJ withdrew to Bahrain , where he was the special guest of sheik Abdullah bin Hamad Al Khalifa, the son of Bahrain 's king. It was then that Michael began to give conversion more "serious thought."
MJ stayed in Bahrain for approximately 3 years. He studied Islam, the prayers and learn to read the Koran (al-Quran).

Finally, he came back to Los Angeles and in November 2008 MJ had formally converted to Islam in a ceremony at a close friend's house in Los Angeles .
He perform Haj with the King of Bahrain and son on December 2008.

He had a hidden agenda when he wanted to make a final comeback. He annouced in a press conference on March 2009, "This will be my final concert. I'll see you all in July...."

He planned that during his concert, he would announce that this is the FINAL concert as he wouldn't be performing anymore. He will declare that he is a Muslim and will only sing with Yusuf Islam and Friends.
At the end of the concert, he will be singing the song, "GIVE THANKS TO ALLAH" with Yusuf Islam. That is the reason why he chose London as his final concert venue instead of the USA . It was because he thought he could escape the USA 's extortion, and that he could perform with yusuf Islam who is in England .

At 12.30am, 25th June 2009, he hugged his production manager and said, "After reherasing for 2 months, I am finally ready for the concert..."
Before leaving to sleep, he waved his dancers, "It was a good night everyone. I'll see you all tomorrow..."
The next thing.... He was pronouced dead at 2.26am....

When 911 was called, there are so much questions asked. It is as if they didn't know who MJ is and where he lived. The questions asked are more towards to delay time.
The hospital said the autopsy result can only be obtained after 2 months - very illogical as even the worst African technology could obtain the result in less than 2 weeks.

MJ's family members opt for second private autopsy as they started to feel something fishy is going on. The result came out in about 4 days - MJ was drugged with high dosage of anaesthetic - drug that brings about a reversible loss of consciousness, if used to much could stop the heart from beating.

Another result which was not aired in the media was, MJ's stomach is empty of this drug, but his blood were filled with it - same case as the death of Marilyn Monroe.
The private doctors also found many needle marks, afraid to be forced injections given to MJ on his bed.

In CNN Live after a week, Barack Obama was interviewed. . And he said, "I love MJ, I grew up listening to his songs. It is a great loss, but rest assured that there is no conspiracy in his death..."
Now, why must a President made such statement before the official autopsy result came out? How would he know that there is no conspiracy without the post-mortem result? Seems like someone is afraid of his shadows.

MJ was known to the world as a person who is against drug abuse. Why must he be addicted to drug, then? If he wanted to commit suicide, why rehearse for his concert? And why will he want to see his dancers the next day?

Enough about his death. I am sure people around the world is not ****** anymore. These supreme power can **** us during the Marilyn Monroe conspiracy, Martin Luther King and Princess Diana. But in this MJ's case, they left too many loopholes for those who think...!!

MJ left us with this unfinished studio-recorded song, GIVE THANKS TO ALLAH. You can download this song here: http://www.filefact n/Micheal_ Jackson_- _Give_Thanks_ To_Allah_ mp3

MJ's family was about to give him a Muslim burial with the help of The Brotherhood of Islam. But, the CIA showed up at Neverland's door - blackmailed them that if they do so publicly, Katherine (MJ's mother) would be pull off from MJ's 3 children's custody as well as MJ's estates. Instead, they'll hire Debbie Rowe for the purpose, and the court will be in their favour. So much for democracy and fairness...

Finally, they agreed to let MJ have a Muslim Burial in Neverland. But in condition, must show to the public a Christian Memorial Service, as to prove to the world that MJ was never a Muslim.

So, Staples Centre was just a normal show. That's why the coffin was closed and sealed.

MJ was buried days earlier. The Gold Coffin was empty. They were about to bury the Coffin according to Christianity ways in Hollywood - as in their deal with the USA Government.

These happened, because the USA is afraid of the rising numbers of Muslims in the world.

(Sheikh Ha**d)
The Brotherhood of Islam
Buletin of Bahrain

Tuesday, July 21, 2009


Never been there.
Hoping and wishing that I'll be able to be there too...


Friday, July 17, 2009

Today, Junior is in 11 weeks

Week 11: Baby's sex may be apparent

Illustration of embryo nine weeks after conception
Your baby at week 11 (nine weeks after conception)

From now until your 20th week of pregnancy — the halfway mark — your baby will increase his or her weight 30 times and will about triple in length. To make sure your baby gets enough nutrients, the blood vessels in the placenta are growing larger and multiplying.

Your baby is now officially described as a fetus. Your baby's ears are moving up and to the side of the head this week. By the end of the week, your baby's external genitalia will develop into a recognizable penis or clitoris and labia majora.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Complete Form of my Sweetie

7 weeks and 5 days Junior.

9 weeks and 1 day Junior.

Week 9: Movement begins

Illustration of embryo seven weeks after conception
Your baby at week nine (seven weeks after conception)

Your baby is now nearly 1 inch long and weighs a bit less than 1/8 of an ounce. The embryonic tail at the bottom of your baby's spinal cord is shrinking, helping him or her look less like a tadpole and more like a developing person.

Your baby's head — which is nearly half the size of his or her entire body — is now tucked down onto the chest. Nipples and hair follicles begin to form. Your baby's pancreas, bile ducts, gallbladder and anus are in place. The internal reproductive organs, such as testes or ovaries, start to develop.

Your baby may begin moving this week, but you won't be able to feel it for quite a while yet.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

2 Months Coming Up

Today I am officially 7 weeks and 5 days pregnant. Yay.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Junior Is Growing Beautifully - 2 months

Week 7: The umbilical cord appears

Illustration of embryo five weeks after conception
Your baby at week seven (five weeks after conception)

Seven weeks into your pregnancy, your baby is 1/3 of an inch long — a little bigger than the top of a pencil eraser. He or she weighs less than an aspirin tablet.

The umbilical cord — the link between your baby and the placenta — is now clearly visible. The cavities and passages needed to circulate spinal fluid in your baby's brain have formed, but your baby's skull is still transparent.

The arm bud that sprouted last week now resembles a tiny paddle. Your baby's face takes on more definition this week, as a mouth perforation, tiny nostrils and ear indentations become visible.

Week 8: Baby's fingers and toes form

Eight weeks into your pregnancy, your baby is just over 1/2 of an inch long.

Your baby will develop webbed fingers and toes this week. Wrists, elbows and ankles are clearly visible, and your baby's eyelids are beginning to form. The ears, upper lip and tip of the nose also become recognizable.

As your baby's heart becomes more fully developed, it will pump at 150 beats a minute — about twice the usual adult rate.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Me & Obsessions

Today (20th June 2009), my Junior is officially in the 7th weeks. I wish days passes fast. I can't wait to see my Junior forming to perfect figure. oooOooo... And syukur Alhamdulillah, I'm all good. Haven't had any morning sickness and other wierd things that I've been listening from other pregnant ladies. Except feeling sleepy and fatigue most of the time. Owh and I seriously can't missed my meal these days. I'll get superbly cranky and uncontrablably starving.

I'm trying to get as much rest as I can. Being and feeling lazy become my new habit these days. Hard to focus on things or perhaps I shall call as my routine design job. Not to mention of my passion in photography, I seriously have to put it aside for a time being. It's too heavy for me to carry on the task while being pregnant. Trying to play safe here..

Anyway, these days I've been picking up a new obsession in my life. Or maybe I shall say a new hobby. Which is lighter and more relaxing. READING.

Ever since before I knew that I was pregnant, I've been a shopaholic in books. I've spend close to RM1K for book for last month. Suprisingly...I did! Obviously hubby thought that I was being ridiculously greedy of spending money within a month on that much of books. Frankly, I've never spent that much of money in my life just to buy books. I wasn't even really that patient before to sit down for hours and keep myself into books. When I bought all those book I even feel wierd myself of me feeling excited picking up one book to another. Thank God at this new place, I have ample of space to occupy my madness..

These is what I've picked up within a month.
I have the feelings there will be more coming. =P

I know this does sounds a bit crazy of my new obsessions. Honestly, deep down I feel very fulfilled looking at those colorful colors laying around my book shelves. And not to mention when I dig into those books. It's wonderful. Until one day..which is a few nights back hubby come out with this funny statement to me, " I think this baby is going to be a genius. Perhaps like a scientist or somebody that really into books. Just looked at what Junior had made you into...". LOL!!! =P

Anyway, currently I'm glued to this book..

Light and easy! Simply love it...

Till then~

Thursday, June 18, 2009

A Whole New life

It's been a while now. It's mid of the year as usual weekend work has becoming our new routine. Everytime when I heard I'll be getting my weekend free, it would be my greatest pleasure of all.

Wanting to be at home.
Resting. Dreaming. Watching movies. Being lazy.
Is something that I've been longing for a longest time.

It is a whole new life now.

Tuesday [2nd June 2009]

It was on the 31 days period cycle.

My tummy felt bloated. It's been a week plus has been feeling like that. Sleeping early becoming my new lifestyle.

Decided to have my pregnancy test early in the morning. While my brushing my teeth my small heart keeps whispering to me ..."It's ok Anis, if it's still doesn't work. It's ok...Just keep your spirit up. It's not the end of the world." After finished with my brushing I glanced on the bar next to me where I placed the pregnancy stick. Half expecting it's gonna be negative as usual. But...out of norm...IT'S POSITVE!!!!

I swear I can't believe my own eyes. I picked it up. And look at it again, again and again and again. To make sure what I saw is true. There's a very light line appear on the T area. Whoaaa...

I jumped straight to hubby to make sure what I'm seeing. Of course he was still sleeping and I forced him to open his eyes to confirm about it. Once he looked at it he seems stunt or perhaps kinda blur. And he asked me did I do the test accordingly. Of course I did!!

So clearly both of us saw the same thing. The second line is there. It's simply there!!

Before I left to work, he reminded me to stay low and not to mention about this to anyone. I understand why he asked me to do that anyway. Just afraid that it was an error.

With a mix feeling. I left to work. Late evening, one of our close fren msg me and congratulating me of the miracles. I was shocked of course, how could she knew about it?! Aghh...obviously I would be no one else except him, my hubby! And the funny things is, not only she knew abt it but everyone in his office!

Oh what a 'deal' from him.....

Saturday [6th June 2009]

On 35 days period cycle.

5 weeks pregnant.

I had another test to assure that it is really positive....?

Yes, it is really POSITIVE. Thanks God for the blessing.

Tuesday [16th June 2009]

6 weeks and 3 days pregnant.

Went for my 1st pregnancy check-up. As the result of the scan, first time in my life I saw my baby...

Now I'm so excited to see my baby growing for time to time. Next will be in another two weeks time. I'm praying hard Junior will be growing perfectly. Love you baby!

Look at my baby bump.
It's growing super fast I shall say.

Just for a record for the future of how I look like in 6 weeks and 4 days.

Till then~

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

A Bunch of LOVE at Cameron Highland Trip

Saturday (17th April 2009)

Me and hubby left after work that night ( I came back from work close to midnite) and after a rushed dinner we shoot straight up to Cameron Highland. Hubby were very excited but also I noticed he was pretty tired to drive up there. I totally knocked out on our way there after a very tiring week at work. Pity him that he have to drive all by himself. By the time I was awake we were already at Ringlet. The road was pretty scary I must say. Dark and cold. And jungles all around us.

We reached by the bungalow around 5 am. Everyone was asleep. Ayah opened the door for us. And we went straight to bed too at once we've settled our stuff.

At 9 am ibu started to wake us up for breakfast. Oh my...we really had a very hard time to open our eyes at that moment. Seems we have no choice as everyone in the room was already awake and busy lingering around for breakfast. Oh yeah...each family have to share and squeeze ourselves in a room. There were almost about 10 families in the bungalow. Thank God that it was quite a huge room to fit us all. But somehow me and poor hubby end up sleeping on the floor. At that moment I wished so much that we can find a hotel room for ourselves. Yet I know Ibu will be verryyy dissapointed as if we're trying to isolate ourselves.

Trying to take our nap again after breakfast but we simply can't. The hall was very busy with our relatives. And we ended up joining them. The view was awsome I have to admit.

This photo was taken at the backyard. It's simply awesome isn't it ! Sadly for the day one, it was shiny on that noon. But later it's start drizzling. Feeling bored ourselves we decided to go for a tea break later that evening by the tea valley. Silly me I don't have any photos captured when we were there. The view is picturesque. It's called Cameron Bharat Tea Plantation Valley.

After dinner that nite my sis, bro in-law, hubby and myself drop by at the Pasar Malam (nite market). It was still drizzling. But I don't wanna miss a chance to pay a visit there as I'm sure I can find some cool stuff there. But the funny thing is..I only end up buying a Rubic Cube myself. Haha!!

Because of the unpredictable weather that day. We decided to full use our day tomorrow.

Sunday (18th April 2009)

It was almost noon. When everyone almost done with their stuff. We all determine to visit the Tea Valley at Sg. Palas. The root to go there is pretty small to fit two ways. There's some problem we have to face when we met another car passing by. However we safely arrived to the destination.

What a beautiful place ! Since my last visit, it seems that they had some modification here and there. We are not allowed to drive straight up the hill where the place are. Therefore we have to climb all the way there. It surely shouldn't be a problem to me and my family. But seems like my other relatives started to show unhappy faces. I started to feel very unpleasant about it. Which my other sibling felt the same way too. "Aahhh..pedulikan lah!", my hearty whispered. I just wanna make sure that this trip is going to be meaningful to me, hubby and my family.

Once we're up the hill, everyone start to be busy taking pictures here and there. For the sake of memory. As usual me and hubby would stop by the tea shop to chill. Sadly, others seems annoyed and plan to leave. I couldn't been bothered more. Let them be! So they leave and only Uncle Noh's and my family left. We surely had a good time though. It was drizzling at that moment. But we simply don't wanna miss the chance of being there. The view is totally stunning!!

However, we couldn't spend there any longer. We got to rush back b4 3pm to check-out. But we managed tho to drop by at Kea Farm to get some vege, flowers and obviously munchies!!! fav would be the 'fried kimchan and fried mushroom'. Yummy!!

Rushed to the bungalow, packed our stuff and ready to go. Owh...we managed to captured some photos around the bungalow before we leave anyway.

Oh well, our trip there wasn't that bad anyway. Although there's some limitation here and there as we have to move around in a big group. Tiring but was still okay.

Monday, April 27, 2009

A Blissful Weekend Together

Friday (24th April 2009)

It's been one of the longest time ever I've been lost in my own world. Feeling pretty excited when I heard the words of "you may continue this job on monday itself, don't you?" from my producer. My heart jumped. Yeayyyy...finally I can owned my weekend!!!

Right away I told hubby that I'll be free finally for the weekend. Suddenly he come up with an idea of going out of town. Where to? "Genting Highland" he answered. "WHat? are u serious?! It will be a waste if we overnite there for only half day" I continue arguing. " We don't have to sleep there tho..we'll be back on the same nite", he replied. My heart was half convinced as I know him very well. But yes I do need a break. A break to be with him alone.

Right after work we rushed home and ready ourselves for the trip. I was so exhausted that I fell asleep on our way there. When we almost there hubby woke me up, my head was kinda dizzy at that time as the road was very sharp corner. We got there almost 10pm. The weather was cold and windy.

We dashed to Kenny Rogers to get some food. Afraid that if it's gonna close soon. Seems like it's not so we decided to take a walk around the mall. I ended up buying him some clothes from the PDI concept store. As he's been asking for it since last month. It's a treat from me to him. And he bought me a Teddy Dream Perfume oil for me ( for my car fragrance - my fav!). And we went straight up to Kenny Rogers again to fill up our grumbling tummy.

Later we went to chill around the Indoor Theme Park, but nothing to see by then as most of them are closing. Therefore as we planned before we want to chill by the Starbuck for some hot cups. And suddenly he told me that he felt sleepy ( a hint I guess) ....hmmm...a usual old trick as he always does. At first I ignored, but then after he convinced me that he'll be able to get a room without paying a cent. So I agreed.'s really wierd that time because we didn't bring anything at all. No toiletries, no clothes....totally nothing!

Yet not bad for an unplanned trip though. Although I wish it never happened again or else I might end up spending close to RM50 for some silly toiletries.

Saturday (25th April 2009)

We came back the next day close to midnite. Been going around the mall again to grab some stuff that I've been eyeing for last nite. Had our lunch at the hidden mamak stall at the basement area. Had some cuppa coffee at the Old Town Kopitiam opposite the Theme Park Hotel. Had some walk around the park to feel the chillness. Left Genting Highland around 6pm++. On the way back we had to stop by the road side as I'm feeling nausea (wonder why I've been getting this quite frequent lately).

For dinner we stop by around Taman Melati at Nasi Lemak Antarabangsa restaurant. Hubby keep mentioning that he felt very proud with the malay owner of coming up with this concept. I have to admit I do feel it too.

Sunday ( 26th April 2009)

It's our big day ( cleaning day). After very loooong months of being very occupied and now I'm very determined to make up my house today. Had a bad experience with hubby last month about arguing the house condition and end up myself paying his laptop screen for such costly unworthy price. And now we end up cooperating with each other to do it together. I've make a long list of wut-to-do-for-a-day-makeover. After all the hardwork, by end of the day I end up smiling looking at the house speak and span. From the yards till on every rooms in the house. Tidy and neat. Now my mind feeling as tidy as the house. God bless.

As for our success, later that night we had a date outside together with our dinner. Just the two of us. Chatting and laughing and enjoying the moment together. Which I've been longing for that. And I believe hubby feels the same way too. We spent our nite out to almost midnite.

Went home and finalize some laundry thingy to do. And zzZZZzzzzz.

***As conclusion I had a great time together with him. Thanks sweetheart.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Sense of belonging

* photos by *

He told me to take it easy. I wish that it's easy to accept the fact that it is. But, I'm simply can't afford to ignore it. And 'this' keeps me drowning in my own life.

Some thing is not rite some where. And they've told me about it. Yet, I hardly accept the fact as it is. Deep in me, I struggleto prove them wrong. Prove them all wrong.

Day passes by..and I keep counting the days. It's taking too long.
Maybe it's faith, but when? Dear God, I'm very sorry for all my sins. Oh dear God, I'm trully sorry for my impatient.
On my bended knees, humbly I'm trully sorry for my uncontrollable desire.

I've been trying myself to accept the reality. The surroundings makes me crazy. And I frankly can't avoid of thinking about it. It surely end up of putting me down.

With all my guts, I'm trying to be a better person. Truly being who I am supposed to be. Accepting the faith that where I destined in. Although it hurts. Hurts me like mad.
Dear God, please help me out of this pain.

Yes, take it easy gal. Take it easy.
I wish I could with all I might.
*wishing & praying*

* photos by *

Friday, February 13, 2009

It's A Lazy Friday

*stretching + yawning*'s friday. I'm so so so blank rite now. There's so much to do at work but the mood is not there. *sigh...

Tomorrow I'm going off to Kluang, Johor. AArghhh..too lazy to travel laaa.
The only thing in mind rite now is just to stay at home. There's so many things to do. No no..being at home for now never bores me. The only thing I longing is my own space and time.

My friend told me that I need a break. A 'nice' holiday. Sounds great..but the truth is, I just wanna stay at home. Get inspired at home. Bring back the energy from home. Yes, that wut I desperately need!

Some people said that being at home is boring. I agree if you totally have nothing to do. Not for me. I have my house cleaning to do, photography work to get inspired, some research on my own thingy to be done and the list goes on. These people can never understand.

I miss Amylea tho..wanted to go and visit her. And see her keep jumping around me..teehee.
She always does that whenever she sees me enter the house door and start screaming happily and start jumping merrily saying "T Ann....T Annn...T Annnnn..." ( means Auntie Ann in her own way of pronouncing it).
Owhh I terribly miss her!!

Thursday, February 12, 2009


my feet is killing me.... = (
Either my feet is growing or my shoe is shrinking. But hey, my feet is 'cute' (i think..hehe) la..

Now I have bruises on my both foot. It's seriously painful. It's swollen and ugly.
Maybe most of my pretty shoes is simply uncomfortable for me to move around alot.

I should get a good and comfortable one.

This one is simply perfect ...

cute + feminine + comfy = me (thehehehe =P )

Her name is Alice.

I'll be very happy if I can own her one day. It will make me feel like 'Alice in the Wonderland'.
Okay okayyy...I'm joking. =P

Sadly, I can't afford it in this nearest time.
Too broke to grab one for now.

p/s : CROCS for me for valentine's?
(dream on..)

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

A Makeover Needed

All this while I always dream to have a very comfy designer layout house.
Furnished with stylish sofas, unique coffee table, huge and solid dinning hall and etc.
My dreams haven't come true.

When I was studying back then I stayed with some other gals which the environment doesn't allow me to do so. Later after that I moved in with my cousin and a fren of mine from work in a one & half story house. The house was pretty nice though, but sadly my hommie is not the type tat appreciate or value nice house. I was always have to be the maid to clean up their mess. Sigh..
Pretty sick with all those, I decided to move to a stylish studio apartment by myself. Love it. I had a good time staying there by myself and having the freedom to deco it up to my likeness.

However, since I got married...I realised a studio apartment is nomore practical for me.
It's too small to fit a family, relatives or wut-so-ever in there.
Therefore, me and hubby decided to move out and get a proper land house.

Finally, here I am.
Just recently moved in to this one beautiful house somewhere in my hometown.
It's really great to have some land and having my own car porch and many many many rooms all by myself. One of the greatest thing about it is....I even have my own workstation a.k.a study room now!!! Ooooo YEAHHHH!!

Yes yes...I'm really happy to have this place. Everything is simply perfect for now.
my house need a makeover!!!
Owhh's of course is not a brand new hse. So the painting is obviously worn out.
The windows seems cracking here and there (which I couldnt do much about it).
So...a serious makeover needed for sure!

Ever since I moved in, my mind been thinking pretty hard of how shud I revamp the house.
Of course this gonna involved us lots and lotsa cash too. So, I have play it smart here.
As long it fits everything (my style + budget) well and I'm all fine.

I always love to have modern, slick and stylish interior deco. My fav color for furniture will be red, black, brown, cream and white. Adding some green plant will be perfect! Simplicity and in-order is my priority.

While browsing around to gather some ideas, I come across this..

Gosh, the color combination fits my taste ideally.

Look at the flooring, very alluring.
( too expensive my hubby said )

And for this pic, the space looks almost like my TV hall.

Oh my.....oh my,
I really looking foward for the make over. Lately, I've been busy window shopping for the furniture. And still deciding what paint color to match it all.

R&D is flowering.

Friday, February 6, 2009

"What Does Love Mean?"

I've been thinking alot lately that what LOVE really means.
It doesn't mean tat I'm coming to 29 yrs old and I trully understand this very universal word of 'love'.
But I know that this weird feeling or emotions kinda exist in me. Too many levels of love in me, which it's kinda hard for me to define.

Anyway, while browsing on the net...I come across this...

What Does Love Mean?

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of four through eight year olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:

"Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way."

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love."

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth."

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french fries without making them give you any of theirs."

"Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don’t yell at them because you know it would hurt their feelings."

"Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired."

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."

"Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate."

"When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you’re scared they won’t love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, they love you even more."

"There are two kinds of love: Our love and God’s love. But God makes both kinds of them."

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore."

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."

"Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken."

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."

"I let my big sister pick on me because my Mom says she only picks on me because she loves me. So I pick on my baby sister because I love her."

"Love cards like Valentine’s cards say stuff on them that we’d like to say ourselves, but we wouldn’t be caught dead saying."

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you"

"You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."

"God could have said magic words to make the nails fall off the cross, but He didn’t. That’s love."

What's Your Number??

I received an email about this 'number' thingy from my hubby this morning...
kinda cool i guess.
Anyway..It's up to the individual to believe it or not.
Read it up!!
(opsss!! i know it's in Malay language. I'll try to translate it in english later...)


Kalau anda dilahirkan pada 1Hb, 10Hb, 19Hb, 28Hb dalam mana-mana bulan, anda adalah no.1

Kalau anda dilahirkan pada 2Hb, 11Hb, 20Hb, 29Hb dalam mana-mana bulan, anda adalah no.2

Kalau anda dilahirkan pada 3Hb, 12Hb, 21Hb, 30Hb dalam mana-mana bulan, anda adalah no.3

Kalau anda dilahirkan pada 4Hb, 13Hb, 22Hb, 31Hb dalam mana-mana bulan, anda adalah no.4

Kalau anda dilahirkan pada 5Hb, 14Hb, 23Hb dalam mana-mana bulan, anda adalah no.5

Kalau anda dilahirkan pada 6Hb, 15Hb, 24Hb dalam mana-mana bulan, anda adalah no.6

Kalau anda dilahirkan pada 7Hb, 16Hb, 25Hb dalam mana-mana bulan, anda adalah no.7

Kalau anda dilahirkan pada 8Hb, 17Hb, 26Hb dalam mana-mana bulan, anda adalah no.8

Kalau anda dilahirkan pada 9Hb, 18Hb, 27Hb dalam mana-mana bulan, anda adalah no.9

Anda sangat cerdik, jujur, lucu, degil, rajin, terus-terang, cemburu dalam asas pertandingan, baik hati, peramah dan autoriti. Anda ingin mendahului dalam apa jua keadaan. Anda seorang yang berdikari, berkeyakinan dan tidak pernah berada di bawah pimpinan orang lain. Anda akan bercinta dalam usia yang muda tapi akan berkahwin pada usia yang matang. Anda tidak suka akan orang yang bertentangan pendapat dengan anda. Malah anda juga menyimpan dendam dengan orang yang bersalah dengan anda. Anda seorang yang kuat belanja. Pada masa hadapan anda adalah professional dalam kerjaya yang anda ceburi. Namun terdapat juga orang yang kecil hati dengan pencapaian anda. Anda mempunyai keluarga yang bahagia. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no4, 6, 8.

Tak kira apa pun, anda akan disukai oleh semua orang kerana anda berperanankan Bulan dan semua orang suka akan bulan. Em…bagus! Anda suka bermimpi siang Anda kurang berkeyakinan terhadap diri sendiri. Jadi and perlu membuat perubahan ke atas hidup anda. Anda adalah seorang yang sukar diramal kerana anda membuat perubahan berdasarkan masa dan keadaan. Anda juga seorang yang mementingkan diri sendiri tetapi and mempunyai bakat dalam muzikal, seni dan komunikasi lisan. Sikap anda seperti bulan yang datang keredupan dan pudar jadi semua orang boleh mengetahui perubahan anda. Anda boleh menjadi Mahatma Gandhi yang kedua kerana cinta akan keamanan. Anda juga seorang yang bertanggungjawab dalam keluarga. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no.2, 5, 9.

Anda adalah seorang yang berhati keras, pentingkan diri sendiri, kuat agama dan suka untuk mempertingkatkan kehidupan sendiri. Anda mempunyai masalah keluarga dan anda dapat mengharungi dengan kesabaran anda. Anda sangat pandai bercakap, wajah yang cantik, jadi ke mana saja anda pergi anda akan dapat apa yang anda inginkan. Daripada hari lahir anda, anda perlu berkerja keras untuk berjaya. Anda juga seorang yang menghormati orang yang lebih tua daripada anda. Bukannya senang nak menjalinkan hubungan sama ada percintaan, kekeluargaan atau persahabatan. Sekiranya anda suka akan sikap seseorang itu, maka hubungan itu akan berpanjangan. Anda suka akan kebebasan, pencipta di mana ada anda akan membawa harapan, kegembiraan dan keceriaan ke dunia ini. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no.6, 9.

Anda adalah seorang yang amat degil dan rajin. Mungkin anda akan menjauhkan orang lain daripada anda kerana kata-kata anda. Anda seorang yang bertimbang rasa akan masalah orang lain. Anda berbakat dalam penyelidikan dan seni. Anda akan membantu ahli keluarga atau kawan-kawan yang menghadapi masalah tanpa berfikir panjang. Anda kena berhati-hati dengan orang sekeliling anda kerana mereka mungkin akan mempergunakan anda. Kawan-kawan anda akan menghabiskan masa dan wang ringgit anda dan selepas itu menjauhi daripada anda apabila anda dah tak ada nilai buat mereka lagi. Walau bagaimanapun anda tetap seorang yang sabar dan tegas. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no.1, 8.

Anda sangat popular dalam komuniti. Anda boleh menyelesaikan sesuatu perkara hanya secara lisan. Anda mempunyai akal fikiran dalam menjalani perniagaan. Namun anda terlalu terburu-buru. Anda adalah seorang yang humor di kalangan kawan-kawan dan ahli keluarga. Kawan-kawan dan ahli keluarga anda juga akan minta bantuan anda apabila mereka memerlukan bantuan. Anda bukan seorang yang setia dalam hubungan percintaan. Anda suka perubahan dan kebebasan. Anda mempunyai ciri-ciri seorang pengembara dan ahli silap mata. Anda mempelajari hidup melalui pengalaman. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no.1 , 2, 9.

Anda dilahirkan untuk menikmati hidup ini. Anda tidak pedulikan apa-apa perkara dan hanya ingin berseronok dalam hidup anda saja. Anda sangat pandai dalam pelajaran dan pengurusan perniagaan. Anda seorang genius, baik hati (tapi hanya orang yang beranggapan anda orang baik), mempunyai paras rupa yang cantik atau kacak. Semua benda yang baik akan datang pada anda. Anda mengambil berat ke atas ahli keluarga dan kawan-kawan anda. Pada pandangan mereka, anda adalah seorang yang murah hati, peramah, adil saksama dan mempunyai penilaian yang tajam. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no.1, 3, 9.

Anda mempunyai daya tarikan kepada sesiapa saja. Anda adalah seorang yang realistik, yakin, gembira dan merupakan seorang yang genius dalam bidang pendidikan, muzik, seni dan nyanyian. Anda mempunyai masalah sikap iaitu panas baran. Namun demikian, anda banyak melakukan pengorbanan untuk keluarga. Anda meletakkan keluarga di tempat yang amat tinggi sekali sehingga kadang-kadang mengabaikan kebahagian diri sendiri. Anda telah dilahirkan untuk memberi sumbangan kepada dunia ini. Jadi anda seorang yang bagus dan seorang yang amat gembira. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no.2.

Anda mempunyai personaliti yang sangat kuat jadi tak ada orang yang memahami anda. Kepakaran anda hanyalah menuding jari pada sesuatu benda. Anda juga mengalami pelbagai dugaan dalam hidup. Semua masalah ini telah menjadikan anda lebih kuat dan tabah. Anda memperjuangkan keadilan. Kebanyakan masa anda telah dihabiskan bersama-sama dengan kawan-kawan. Anda seorang yang disiplin dalam hidup, tidak putus asa dan berani. Faktor-faktor ini telah membawa anda ke puncak kejayaan. Anda juga adalah seorang ahli pasukan, keluarga dan pejuang yang sangat bagus. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no.1, 4.

Anda adalah seorang yang sangat tabah dari segi fizikal dan juga mental. Anda mempunyai penilaian yang sangat tajam. Anda juga adalah seorang yang sangat dihormati dalam komuniti. Anda adalah orang yang boleh menerima cabaran dan berjaya dalam apa jua yang anda buat. Pada usia yang muda anda selalu bertentangan dengan ibu bapa anda. Tapi apabila usia anda telah semakin meningkat anda adalah seorang anak yang taat dan hormati mereka. Anda sesuai menceburi bigan kejuruteraan atau perbankan kerana orang lain percaya dan yakin akan anda. Anda merupakan model teladan kepada orang lain. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no. 3, 5, 6

Monday, February 2, 2009

It's Been Ages

Whoa...It's been ages I've been away from my dear blog.
The last post was 8th November 2008. And now it's already 4th Feb 2009...oh my!!

It's almost midnite now. And I'm sitting alone on my bed. There's so much stories that I wanted to let it out here, but can't figure out where to start.

In within this few months I've been away, there's soooo many things happening in my life.
HECTIC is the best words describe what have I been going thru these days.
I hardly remember myself when was the last time I had my movie, up till last nite. The 'Iron man' was too tempting to watch tho...hehe. I can't even remember my ASTRO channels. I can't even recall how warm was my sofa felt. Damn!!! I've been missing in my own world.

Sadly, I don't even have time to think wut my goals are for this new bright year. Apart of the economic is giving a bad sign, my mind is still all messed up with lotsa work loadssssss.

Oh my...I dun wanna start my 2009 with so many regrets in me.
These days I've been consindering alot of taking a good vacation. Altho, hubby keep mentioning to me of getting a breakaway somewhere these days but I doubt my mind can go with peace.
Unless, if I'm able finish all jobs on time b4 I left.

So far, as a summary tat I may conclude since my last post..
I had my mom's birthday on last 11th Nov 2008, Amylea's (my beautiful niece) birthday last december, a few photo shoots for my clients, lots of editting, lots of works these couple of months, weddings and engagements photoshoot again on this Jan 2009 and bla bla bla bla....
till up to last weekend I went to Frazer Hill for a 'so-called' take a mind off with hubby together with my newly wed client (hahaha..still a job of mine related,whew!!)

Oya, I've just received a phone call from my closest cousin (Ira). She called me from the hospital, waiting for her 'delivery' moment. Suddenly my eyes felt warm...God will bless her with a very beautiful child in within these few hours. My childhood with her is flashing in my mind right now. I can feel how mixed feeling she's having rite now after listening to her voice. Especially by having her 1st child. I pray the best for her. I'm very greatful indeed. Surely, I'll pay her a visit after work tomorrow. =)

Btw, about the Frazer Hill Trip here are some photos that I may share for now...
(nothing much's just something that able to catch my eyes at tat moment)
Btw, there's some photos below are captured by hubby too..

Opss!! it's 4 mins to 1am now. I'd better get myself to sleep now.
Cya again dear blog!!

nite nite