Thursday, February 28, 2008

It's You

I woke up in every morning.
And I saw your eyes looking at me.
My heart smiles.

I'm all done to work.
And I saw your beautiful smiles.
My heart refreshen.

I sat at my place at work.
And I saw your beautiful face.
My heart blooms.

I continued with my work.
And I felt your soul sitting besides me.
My soul lifted up.

I went to lunch.
And I felt the wind whispers your sweet voice.
My soul soothes.

I continued my work.
And I saw your words on my computer screen.
My soul flying without wings.

I left the office.
And I saw your love comes with me.
My soul felt pampered.

I went dinner.
And I felt the night breeze is you chilling my nite.
My soul feels calm.

I went to bed .
And I felt your soft lips kiss my forehead.
My soul in peace.

Everyday it's you been there with me.
No matter where I go.
No matter when it is.
No matter how.
No matter what the condition is.

It's always be you

Friday, February 22, 2008

Meant Forever

When I am gone. Don't ever have the guilt. Because I'm not sure myself. Is the love still here.

If only you knew, that I love you. I am sure you would never dare to hurt me, ever. Till when this gonna happen. To keep the secret in the heart.

Please let me go. Though the love stays. Let the tears overshadow me. My steps more unpredictable, to carry the hurt.
Till the moment comes. Perhaps you'll understand. Maybe happy or suffer, the faith I'll accept it.

Dear Lord, please show me. The light of truth. The memories with you, will stays forever. Will be dignified, for forever.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Love Means Nothing Compared To Sacrifices

If there will be no more tomorrow for me. At least I knew I've done my very best for you.
I've sacrifices my happiness for your happiness.
My life for yours.
My love for your love.

All for one reason..


Will Everything Be The Same Again...

Life comes, life goes...

Love blooms and love dies...

Will she be loved again. Will everything be the same again? Climbing up the hill and screams by sun rise till dawn as loud as she could, will it make any difference.

Spring to fall. Seasons pass by. Will it make any difference? Her feelings may stay. But nothing gonna change. Reality does stays. Memories blends over time with her.

Day to night. Night to day.

Will everything be the same again...

Dear Life...

Oh my baby, Oh my Love

Early was the morn, flowers filled with dew, I became somebody, through loving you. Softly as a child, born in natural rain, I predict the seasons, to go unchanged.

Sometimes in life, You run across a love unknown, Without a reason, it seems like you, belong.

Hold on Dear Life, Don’t go off running from what’s new, I became somebody, through loving you...

Warm was the sun, that covered my body so. Reminded me of you, as I’d first known. Those were the days, tha days, that changed my life, and made me new.
I became somebody, through loving you....

Sometimes in life, you run across a love unknown, without a reason, it feels like you, belong.

Hold on Dear Life,
Don’t go off running from what’s new,
I became somebody, through loving you.

As the sun shined, down on me. I know with you in love is where I wonna be.
Oooh sometimes, I go on through life, thinking that love is something that’s not meant for me.

Somebody, somebody...

Hold on dear life,
Don’t go off running from what’s new,
I became somebody, through loving you. I became somebody, through loving you.
Oh, I became somebody, through loving you.

Somewhere Over The Rainbow

When all the clouds darken up the skyway
There’s a rainbow highway to be found
Leading from your window pain
To a place behind the sun
Just a step behind the rain

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There’s a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby

Someday I’ll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That’s where you’ll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Where birds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then oh why cant I

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh, why cant I


P/S : Somewhere over the rainbow, I saw your smiles and it always make me fly.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

If Tomorrow Never Comes

It's a very beautiful songs. It's means alot to me.
I've been listening to it for ages and it never stops inspiring me of love.
I love it so much and I wanna share it with you..

Sometimes late at night

I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

+ LOVE +

I often realize that LOVE can make me feel so high. That LOVE can make me always smile. That LOVE can make me feel wonderful all the time. How I miss that LOVE so much.

True..LOVE can't be force. LOVE have ups and downs. That is where all the bitter sweet memories was born. Every single thing that happen had taught me a very expensive lessons that I can never get it from any malls. That LOVE that I can never treat with anything. It fills my life. No matter the bitter nor sweet. It built in my heart.

I often cried for LOVE. I often smiles because of LOVE. LOVE is so innocent. How could we blame on LOVE. We're the one that makes that LOVE how it is.

I've LOVE someone before and not getting LOVE back. I've LOVE someone and the LOVE stays forever. Someone had LOVE me and he didn't get my LOVE back. Someone had LOVE me and I still remained unanswered. That is what LOVE had happened in my life.

LOVE is pure. Comes from an honest heart. It is very expensive that you can never get it with money. That is the PURE LOVE that I was talking about.

LOVE can make me smile. LOVE can make me cry. That is what LOVE LOVE LOVE is all about. How wonderful LOVE can be. How miracle LOVE can be.

And the most important lesson I've learned from LOVE is...

"No matter how deep your LOVE is, don't ever expect any in return.

And no matter how crazy you are in LOVE with that person,
you might need to sacrifices your LOVE to him for someone else.

And she did it all because of the LOVE for him. LOVE is for forever. Doesn't mean that he have to be with you to have that LOVE.
That is the treasure of TRUE LOVE."

Good nite~

:: Thank You ::

The beauty of life
Does Not Depend on how

Happy You are…

But on how Happy Others
Can be because of YOU!!!

"Never let yesterday's disappointments overshadow tomorrow's dreams"



P/S : It's beautiful, and it is very meaningful.
Thanks for sharing.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

It's Monday again! Film Point Dinner nite Out~

Back to work again! Bored..

I spent almost an hour right after I reach office to sleep. Feeling so drowsy due to lack of sleep last weekend.

I almost finished my car modelling. Today I touch up the tires, the car door and also add up some details on the body. Before I left I manage to model out a basic shape of the side mirror.

I'm disturbed again....

Initially I planned to go back to my hometown to get the camera charger from my brother. But then, last minute I got an order from my marketing manager that I need to accompany him to go to Film Point New Year dinner. It was held at Tropicana Golf Club.

It's the first time I been there. The place was awesome. I was so amazed to see all those big houses around the neighborhood. Wait a minute..I can't actually call them houses...they are more likely to be called as a CASTEL!! They are super huge houses that I'm sure belongs to millionaire in Malaysia. I they have any available son that I can go out for a date with? ahahahha...

I reached right on time. It started at 8pm. Very nice party. Seems it was meant for Chinese New Year festive, so they come up with a RED theme for the party. Apparently I don't many red shirts. Thank God I just bought one some where end of last month. And it safe my life tonight.

The guests was so stunning with their very pretty dresses. I bet they are models. Those expensive cars are laying around the house like no body business. When am I gonna get one yah? The food is superbly nice. So tempting to eat them all but I can't coz I need to tone down my weight. Too bad, I've been putting on weight a few kilo's lately. Damn!

There are also so many people from the industries that I don't even know. Also I bump into my ex-boss and ex-EP. Didn't talk much to her anyway...

Wutever it is...I left quite early from the party. Most of the guest already start drinking and get drunk. And I'm not a drinker myself so I dont see the point to stay any longer...

As usual, I get back home and online. Thank God today I get an offer for a photography session at one of the nicest island here. I'm so excited. Can't wait to go there. They plan to go there around March. Not sure the date yet...but will be update soon. Island here I come!!!! heheheeee..... I'm so sleepy. I'd better get to bed now. It's quite late nite now...

Okay...nite nite~

Sunday, February 17, 2008

It's Sunday!

It's Sunday..
I wish to see bright sun today.. :( But I guess that's life. We can't change the nature. Also, we can't change FAITH.

I wake up very early morning today. Was wondering what to do while still wrapped under the warm blanket. My niece climbed up the bed and force me to wake up. Later my brother came in and ask me to join them to Shah Alam (my Uncle's house) for a swim. I guess that's quite a good offer seems I don't feel good inside. Hoping it might cheer me up a bit.

So we shoot to Shah Alam right away and my uncle's family already very excited waiting for our arrival. There's where I spent half of my day. Apparently I didn't join them in the pool. Why? I'm not sure myself. Maybe because I wasn't really in a good mood to do so. So most of the time I occupied myself accompanying my lil niece playing in the kids pool. She had lots of fun I can say. Owhh..she even got herself almost drown actually...hehehe. She was so excited to swim yet she's still 1 year old and still not that familiar with how the water works. She thought she can just keep herself float without me holding her. So she tend to swim in the pool and not letting me holding her. After she felt her wrong, I can see she learned something from there. Later she keep clinging on my arm when she's in the pool. :)

Everyone was already pretty tired after the swim. We went straight up to the house and get ourself clean. Had a simple lunch with my uncle's family and some chat. A couple of hours later we left and headed back home.

By then it was already 5pm. My lil niece still seems so energetic and keep jumping around me to bring her out. So I took her to the park. Just the two of us. That is where I took the above picture from. She seems so happy. And I felt so good too to see her enjoying the view at the park. I just sat a corner watching my niece walking around the park.Looking at her really make me smile.

She went to pick a flower by the lake side and came to me. She handed me the flower and smile. I felt so touched inside. How can a lil girl like her can have such a big heart. She almost make me tears. I felt like she understand me best compared to others. Later she come back to me and look at me straight. I smiled at her. And she smiled back at me, she ran to me and straight away hug me so tightly. I hug her and kiss her rose cheek. She seems so happy. Right away, I can feel deep inside my heart she have make me feels better again.

Thanks baby...thanks for made up my day. You're the one that deserve my love best~

It's almost dark by that time. So I bring her home. She's been mumbling all the way home with her baby talk. But being with her I enjoy every second of it.

And now, I'm back to my place. Tomorrow I'll be back to work.

I'm gonna miss my lil Nur Amylea Aisyah sooo much. Love~

Saturday, February 16, 2008

It's Saturday!

Hi there...

Oh well, here I am again. Alone. Sipping the ice cham (my 2nd favourite drink) at one of my hot spot cafe and get online. What can I say...hmm.

I woke up quite late today. Seems I went to bed quite late last nite. There's so many things I wanted to do but I don't know where to start. So after had a tapau lunch at my place. I rushed back to my hometown, as my mom has been waiting for me since early in the morning to go somewhere. Apparently my bed was so comfy that I couldn't resist to cuddle myself in my thick blanket.

After getting a few calls from my family, finally I arrived home. They were having lunch and I straight away hug my lil niece who I miss so much. Haven't been seeing her for quite sometime.

After saying, hi and had a simple chat with them all..I went straight up to my favorite spot. Where's the study room. Where I spent most of my time at home doing my things. As usual, if my lil niece is around I can't do much of my pc routine. She come and distract with soooo many of funny behaviour.

Later then in the evening, after my big brother, sis in-law and lil niece left I manage to finish up some of my task. However, seems like a bit hard for me to get online I decided to go to my favorite online spot nearby my house. The kopitiam!! Here I am...having my own space to do my writing.

To be continued....

My Sanctuary

The place I live. The place I breath. The place I have all the freedom.
The place I be who I wanna be.

:: Home Sweet Home ::

The Joy

Thinking back about my past life was horrible. Being homeless and lost. Drop out from studies and no cash on hand make it even worst. I almost give up with my own life.

After all this while I was trying to look for that something. A thing that will makes it all complete. Maybe I can find in the strangest places that I would never knew it could be.

It thought I can find it in my lover's eyes. Well, who knows or deny the joy that it could brings. Probably, if I had that I'd be flying without wings.

But to wake up in every morning in the pass wasn't a good idea. Now things have change. I've been very determined to look forward in my life. Yet I still keep the old book handy to go through my life so that I'll be more careful in the future. It's like my lifetime bible.

Actually, sometimes even a simple line or words of others can make you laugh or cry. I find my happiness in the deepest friendship that kinda help me cherish my life. If only you know how much that means, you'll have found that special thing.

As it may seem impossible for you to survive again. I've just got to fight for every dream. As I always did since before. Until a point where which one you have to let go and which that would have made you complete.

Perhaps one day when I've found my special thing, waking up beside you every morning. And watching the sunrise on your face and knowing that I can say I love you. Hoping you're the place my life begins and will be where it ends. Then I know that is my home.

Those little things that I only know and those are the things that make you're mine. I'll be flying without wings.

And I'm sure that's the joy I've bring...

Friday, February 15, 2008

Hectic is Everywhere Around Me

Things haven't change that much lately. After the long break for Chinese New Year, everything went pretty hectic again. It's very tiring and I'm pretty not satisfied with things going on at work as well. To mention about in relationship wise not even come close to my mind this time. I just felt I need a long break. Where I can sit on my own time and do what I missed out so much.

The daily routine tight me up like nobody business. Stress is all the way through. The only time I can be on myself is my home. But hey, I don't when am gonna get that moment. Everyday is about go to work, come back home, dinner, online a bit and sleep. Saturday I'll be all rush to my hometown to be with my parents. But most importantly my parents wants me to accompany my sister all the time in the weekend to make sure I'm there to oversee her studies. Up to Sunday, I'll be busy to catch up my laundry and to get some stuff from the shop as I don't have time to get them on weekdays. Sighh...pretty ridiculous time I'm wasting almost everyday of my life.

Every where is just a stressful life going on....

It's The Same Like The Other Day...

It's impossible to understand what's going through a guy's heart.
You told me that you wanted me and now that I've given everything, next you're telling me you're leaving.

You told me that it was your first time feeling this way and said that I was special. I believed you ...and it was my happiness. I had no idea and I continued to depend on you. As I'm just a girl, to whom love is everything.

They say that when you give a guy all he wants, he quickly gets bored. And now i know that is the truth. And although I tell myself, I'll never be tricked by love again...I fall in love and my heart is broken again.

As I'm just a silly girl, to whom Love is everything.

You should have told me that your feelings had faded.
I had no idea and I continued to depend on you...

Please don't break the hearts of girls, who will do anything for LOVE. I didn't know that living this life while being loved would be so hard...

As I'm just a silly girl, to whom Love is everything.

"Today we broke up...
You told me you meet someone better than me, and you're happy. You're just like other guys. What happened to when you told me that you loved me?? Honestly, I don't want to be happy! What am I going to do if you really going to forget about me? I'm in so much pain, more pain than I can bare..
Because I'm still in love with you..."

Please don't break the hearts of girls, who will do anything for LOVE. I didn't know that living this life while being loved would be so hard!

"Although I am away, I'll be missing you,
Because I'm a just a little girl, to whom love is everything..."

There's someone I'm in love with, although I can't be with him now.
I'm still in love him...
And I'm away for you~

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Because I'm A Girl

I just cant understand the hearts of men. They tell you they want you and then they leave you. This is the first time, you're special. I believed those words and I was so happy.

You should have told me you didn't like me any more. But I couldn't see that and you just rushed me. Although I will curse you I'll still miss you. Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything.

I heard that if you give up things too easily. To a man, he will get bored with you. I don't think this is wrong. A girl says that she will never be fooled again. But she will fall in love again.

You should have told me you didn't like me any more. But I couldn't see that and you just rushed me. Although I will curse you I'll still miss you. Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything

Hey baby...
The pain. It's not enough to describe how i feel.
We were so happy together. But I know now. I've been blind. You told me that you'd never let me down. Whenever I needed you you'd always be here. I can forgive but I cant forget. Even though you hurt me. I still love you. I still love you.

Don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love. And her caring instinct. U didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard. Although i will curse you i'll still miss you.

Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything.
Although i will curse you i'll still miss you.
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything....

And the guy said :
There is a girl whom I love. Now I can`t stay with her, but I still love her.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

I Don't Wanna Fight No More

You're not gone. but you're not here. At least that's the way it seems tonight. If we could try to end these wars. I know that we can make it right.

I don't wanna fight no more. I forgot what we were fighting for. And this loneliness that's in my heart.
I don't wanna have to try to live this way in my life.

Lets not leave ourselves with no way out, lets not cross that line.

So, i'm hoping we can start tonight, cause i don't wanna fight no more. And it's not even my way. So please, I don't wanna fight no more.


Memories..The love I left behind. I still think about it all the time. Nothing stays the same. Maybe I'm to blame. Or maybe no one to be blame.

Through these eyes. I've seen a thousand lies. And I've seen so many truth passes by. And it's taken me years to realize. That nothing stays the same. I'm sorry baby nothing stays the same. And no one is to blame. Or maybe it's me to be blame.

Does it really matter if you got it right? Does it really matter who was wrong or right for now? All I know, yes you know that you can make it through. What about me?

Nothing stays the same baby. Owh nothing stays the same...

Owh you wanna know why darling..? Cause all the fear I've left behind. Yeah..And only time will tell you what is meant to be.

There's a place. I can't let go. Holding all the dreams I used to know. I wish it was the same. I guess no one's to blame. Yet nothing stays the same.

Does it really matter if you got it right? Does it really matter who was wrong or right? Looking at your life today and you're alright. Yes you are okay.
And I am glad for you every single day.

Now I see the world in a better way. And I know, yes I know that I can make it through as you do.

Memories...The love I left behind. I wish it was the same. I guess no one's to blame. Yet nothing stays the same. And everything must change.
Looking at your life today and you're alright. Yes you are okay. And I am glad for you every single day.

Monday, February 11, 2008

The Most Painful Thing Is Seeing The One You Love, Love Someone Else

"Love" sounded so beautiful that slipped out from your beautiful lips. That Love that I ever wanted to hear and also feel it. That Love that I've been waiting and searching for so long. That Love that I want. Love that I waited.

How could Love hurt me so badly. How could Love that I pray for all this long could kill me. How could that Love been given away to someone else. How could you say that you love me and you share that Love you promise me I'm the ONe to her. What makes her deserve the Love? What makes you lie to me about this Love for all this while?

Life is so empty without Love. Love drained out like a stream of river flood. You're happy to share your Love with someone else. Or maybe she's the ONE that you mention about Love for all this while. I'm sorry darling, I know now that I am not good enough for your Love. And that's why you keep searching for the Love. It's me the failure. The looser of all.

I wish I don't want my Love to run away. But I can't stay to Love and to be shared Love. I'm sorry I can't baby. I'd better be alone than to cry a full blood of river. And let you go to her, rather than to share the Love with someone else. Not ever to share with her.

So long the Love I ever dream of. So long....How could this happen to me!

Thursday, February 7, 2008

When I Am No Longer Around

When I am no longer around. Just keep all my songs. Don't ever cry over it. Maybe, it's just stays for a while. When you've meet my replacement, please don't ever forget me.

Morning is as shiny as ever. Dream ends there. Still half awake. Open up your window. Give me your shines. Who knows, when the time comes. To leave forever. No one ever expect.

If now is the moment. God will decide, I am the one...

The great laughter and teribble disaster, it's just the memories left. How wonderful if we are able to live forever.

From The Deepest Bottom Of My Heart

I love you more than words can say. Although no one would ever knows. I love you from the deepest bottom of my heart. Even you are just my gloomy lover.

I know I wouldn't always be there for you, whenever you really missed me. I knew I would never be able to give you everything in my life. As that's the only thing left in my life.

Believe me that you are my love. That I've been searching for all this while. And it's you that had all the love left. My life.

I love you more than words can say. Although no matter no one would ever know that. I love you from the deepest bottom of my heart. Even you are just going to be my gloomy love.

I love you as the deepest of my bottom heart. Though you are just my gloomy lover. I love you more than I can say. No matter no one knows. No matter I can just have you as my gloomy love.

How I Wish To Dance With My Father Again

Back when I was a child. Before life removed all the innocence. My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then....

Spin me around till I fell asleep. Then up the stairs he would carry me and I knew for sure,I was loved .
If I could get another chance. Another walk, another dance with him. I’d play a song that would never, ever end. How I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again.

When I and my mother would disagree to get my way I would run from her to him. He’d make me laugh just to comfort me. Then finally make me do just what my mama said.

Later that night when I was asleep. He left a dollar under my sheet. Never dreamed that he would be gone from me.

If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him. I’d play a song that would never, ever end. Cause I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again.

Sometimes I’d listen outside her door. And I’d hear her, mama cryin’ for him. I pray for her even more than me. I pray for her even more than me....

I know I’m prayin’ for much too much. But could You send back the only man she loved. I know You don’t do it usually. But Lord, she’s dyin’ to dance with my father again.

Every night I fall asleep.
And this is all I ever dream...

I love you Ayah (dad) ~

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

I Just Wanna Go Home

Another summer day. Is come and gone away. In Paris and Rome. But I wanna go home.
Maybe surrounded by a million people I still feel all alone. I just wanna go home. Oh I miss you, you know.

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you. Each one a line or two..“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough. My words were cold and flat. And you deserve more than that.

Another aeroplane. Another sunny place. I’m lucky I know, but I wanna go home. I’ve got to go home

Let me go home. I’m just too far from where you are. I wanna come home.

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life. It’s like I just stepped outside, when everything was going right. And I know just why you could not come along with me. But this was not your dream. But you always believe in me.

Another winter day has come. And gone away. And even Paris and Rome. And I wanna go home. Let me go home.

And I’m surrounded by a million people, I still feel alone. Oh, let go home. Oh, I miss you, you know.

Let me go home. I’ve had my run. Baby, I’m done. I gotta go home. Let me go home. It will all be alright. I’ll be home tonight.

I’m coming back home....

Birthday Bash - Nur Amylea Aisyah turn to ONE

It's Amylea's birthday bash. She's turning to ONE years old. However, pity her that she was sick on that day. Therefore, she's been crying all the time. However, the party was very happening. All the relatives, friends, neighbour and families were around. Lots and lots of presents are coming in. Best jugak...dah macam open house. Amylea was dress like a little fairy princess. In her white gown and a fairy pinky star ribbon. She looks stunning !!

Thanxie to Maktok for all the wonderful dishes. Thanxie to everyone for the wonderful gifts.

Birthday gal with her Maktok (grandma)

Pretty Adlina

Little Adam ( he really can eat almost anything!!)

My 2nd youngest cousin, Adam Haziq

Poor birthday gal was sick on her birthday party

Little Adam and Princess Amylea at their baloon playground

location : Rumah Maktok, Subang Jaya
date : 2nd December 2007
photgrapher : Anis Ahmad from Black Ant Studio

Monday, February 4, 2008

Love That Wonder Inside

I can never turns back LOVE.

And why is this happening to me...

Friday, February 1, 2008

It's All About LOVE.

Last nite I didn't get a good nite sleep.

Too many things mingle in my head. But I guess it's okay tho. At least some how i know myself that my brain starts functioning again now.

Yesterday I felt very awful throughout the day. I felt lost and awful the entire day. My heart felt empty and frustrated all the way. Then I decided to go home early. Get a good hot shower and went change to a clean clothes. At first I was thinking to just get a good rest at home as seems it's still early. But then...macam malas. Not in the mood for that as well. I felt so empty in the house. And I don't want that emptiness makes me feel even worst. So I put on my torn jeans, grab my laptop and my car keys and out again. Dunno where i am heading to yet. But I'm sure need to grab something to eat.

Well, actually I'm suppose to have a business appointment with a person and his business partner. But I guess that night he's been kidnapped by an alien. Too bad huh! Yah, I bet coz that's the only possible reason I can think of for now. Why? becausee...he didn't even call me or at least sms me to inform that it's canceled or wutever! Oh well, I'm not going to hang on to this matter anyway.

Ok...I'll continue laterr~